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Atatatataaaa~

Thu, 21 Sep 2006 02:23:44 GMT

Omg an update.

Sun, 17 Sep 2006 16:51:20 GMT

Killed my laptop cord

Sat, 19 Aug 2006 00:10:34 GMT

AKUROKU DAY

Mon, 14 Aug 2006 00:19:36 GMT

TEH DRAMA!one!!1

Fri, 04 Aug 2006 00:27:20 GMT

ジャパネセキーボード～！！

Wed, 02 Aug 2006 17:00:23 GMT

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Wed, 26 Jul 2006 16:42:02 GMT

THIS IS A JOURNAL POST

Beep Boop.. boob. LAFF DAMMIT

Mon, 24 Jul 2006 03:09:01 GMT

_{AHHHWEEEeeeeeeeeeef ksjffsgs

I had a good day. :]

HOWEVER

I got NOTHING done on my to do list. :l An art block is not a good thing to have when you have a mile long list of things to get done in 1 week. :l

Meh, but still. I had fun today. I had a very interesting day. I played soccer [oh shit I left the soccerball outside LET ME GO GET IT XD;]

OKAY I'M BACK

That was stupid and pointless but ANYWAY LIKE I WAS SAYING. I went out and bought my own soccer ball today so I wouldn't have to keep borrowing Rachel's. xD So, yeah, I played soccer for a couple hours.

THEN the icecream truck came by which was AWESOME, cause I was really hawt. x__x; So, yessss it was weeeeeee.

andandI was pretty-ing up my MySpace. :D I'm not done with it yet, but I'm working on it. |D It's gonna be sweeeetttt.

OHHH OMFG I TALKED TO meeleena TODAY WAHHHH~ she's so rad.

and omfg i'm so bored i have to go rp kbye.

EDIT: Omfg Mimi just reminded me. XD We went to the store and we didn't want to buy an air pump to put air into the soccerball, so we went to the kiddie toy isle thing and we 'stole' air. XD We just used the pump once. Then, when we were walking out, I hid the ball under my shirt and everyone was like, STARING so I was like "Hey, I'm pregnant." XDDD lmfao}

Thu, 20 Jul 2006 02:18:07 GMT

_{I have a lot to do. I proved it on dA. D:

blahblhalafgsagsa

I need to work on my AkuRoku doujinshi. D:

I NEED TO DRAW PERIOD

BYE BYE

p.s. I got icecream today LOL

LOL, ROXAS}

Meme thing D:

Sun, 16 Jul 2006 23:37:35 GMT

^{'Twas bored. :D

The red underlined ones are the things that apply to me, and the blue ones with x's are the ones that don't.

(Click here to post your own answers for this meme.)

✓ I miss somebody right now. (like YEAH)
× I don't watch much TV these days.
✓ I own lots of books. (And Mangas O:)

× I wear glasses or contact lenses. (Well, I'm supposed to. xD;; I don't though.)
✓ I love to play video games. (ahhh~ <3<3)
× I've tried marijuana. (gross)

× I've watched porn movies. (Not REAL PEOPOLE porn, just yaoi. xDD)
× I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship. (LMAO OMG XDD)
✓ I believe honesty is usually the best policy. (: Even though I'm not always honest.)

✓ I curse sometimes. (OH, FUCK NO)
✓ I have changed a lot mentally over the last year. (It's quite disturbing, actually.)
× I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me. (I have something to say: If you do, GET SOME FUCKING HELP.)

* * * * *

✓ I have broken someone's bones. (I accidentally broke my cousin's nose. XD;;; I smashed his head into a swingset.)
✓ I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal. (>__>;;)
× I hate the rain. (I /love/ the rain. :D)

✓ I'm paranoid at times.
✓ I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free. (I'm completely confident and fine with my body, but a couple tweaks could be made. xD)
✓ I need/want money right now. (lmao)

✓ I love sushi. (<3<3)
× I talk really, really fast.
× I have fresh breath in the morning. (Who does? o__o)

× I have long hair.
× I have lost money in Las Vegas.
✓ I have at least one sibling. (Unfortunately.)

× I was born in a country outside of the U.S.
× I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past. (Never, actually. lmao XD)
× I couldn't survive without Caller I.D. (Caller I.D. is great, but I don't think I would die. :l)

✓ I like the way that I look. (:D Although I would change some things.)
× I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months. (I don't usually lie to good friends.)
× I am usually pessimistic.

✓ I have a lot of mood swings. (I have minor bipolar.)
× I think prostitution should be legalized. (LMFAO WTF I THOUGHT IT WAS?! xDDD lmao prostitution.)
× I slept with a roommate. (I've slept with one, but never had sex. xD I think that's what this question means. O:)

× I have a hidden talent.
✓ I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have. (.... |D)
✓ I have a lot of friends.

✓ I have pecked someone of the same sex. (Pecked, as in, kissed? Well, yah, but friendly kisses LOL)
✓ I enjoy talking on the phone. (HEEEEEE)
✓ I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants. (Whenever I'm not out XD hellyeah.)

✓ I love to shop and/or window shop. (<3<3<3)
✓ I'm obsessed with my Xanga or Livejournal. (:D)
× I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.

✓ I have a mobile phone. (:D)
× I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months. (Not passed out... :l)
✓ I've rejected someone before. (:D <3)

✓ I currently like/love someone. (:D)
✓ I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life. (I'll be on dA for the rest of my life with my cool online emo friends.)
× I want to have children in the future. (HELLNO.)

✓ I have changed a diaper before. (O:)
× I've called the cops on a friend before.
× I'm not allergic to anything. (BEE STINGS D:)

✓ I have a lot to learn. (:)
× I am shy around the opposite sex.
× I'm online 24/7, even as an away message.

✓ I have at least 5 away messages saved. (lmao)
✓ I have tried alcohol or drugs before. (Alcohol. NEVER DRUGS. Ever.)
✓ I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past. (>__>)

✓ I own the "South Park" movie. (lmfao omg YES XDD <3<3<3)
✓ I have avoided assignments at work/school to be on Xanga or Livejournal. (:D)
× I enjoy some country music. (D:)

✓ I would die for my best friends. (A couple of them, yes.)
✓ I'm obsessive, and often a perfectionist. (e__e;)
× I have used my sexuality to advance my career. (LMAO)

✓ I think Halloween is awesome because you get free candy. (8DDD I LOVE HALLOWEEN)
✓ I have dated a close friend's ex. (With their permission, of course. :D)
✓ I am happy at this moment.

✓ I'm obsessed with guys. (lmfao)
× Democrat.
× Republican.

× I don't even know what I am. (0_o wtf YOU'RE HUMAN STUPID)
✓ I am punk rockish. (sort of..?)
✓ I go for older guys/girls, not younger. (DUR D:)

✓ I study for tests most of the time.
× I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
× I can work on a car.

✓ I love my job(s). (if you count taking commisions as a job XD)
✓ I am comfortable with who I am right now. (lawlz)
× I have more than just my ears pierced. (i wish D:)

✓ I walk barefoot wherever I can. (8DDD)
× I have jumped off a bridge. (And lived to tell the tale. :D j/k)
× I love sea turtles. (that is the stupidest thing I've ever heard. XD)

✓ I spend ridiculous amounts of money on makeup. (.. xDD;;;)
× I plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
✓ I am proficient on a musical instrument. (O:)

× I hate office jobs.
× I went to college out of state.
× I am adopted.

✓ I am a pyro. (o_o;)
× I have thrown up from crying too much.
✓ I have been intentionally hurt by people that I loved.

✓ I fall for the worst people. (sometimes D:)
✓ I adore bright colours.
× I usually like covers better than originals. (sometimes)

× I hate chain theme restaurants like Applebees and TGIFridays.
✓ I can pick up things with my toes. (sometimes..? XDDD)
× I can't whistle.

× I have ridden/owned a horse. (HORSES SCARE ME DDDD8)
✓ I still have every journal I've ever written in.
✓ I talk in my sleep. (LOL XDD)

× I've often thought that I was born in the wrong century. (0_o wtf)
✓ I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions. (^^;)
✓ I wear a toe ring. (sometimes)

× I have a tattoo.
× I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with. (/go to school with XD)
✓ I am a caffeine junkie. (LOL)

× I am completely tree-huggy spiritual, and I'm not ashamed at all. (*snort*)
× If I knew I would get away with it, I would commit at least one murder. (Despite what anyone may think, no.)
× I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better.

× I enjoy a nice glass of wine with dinner.
✓ I'm an artist. (:D :D :D)
× I am ambidextrous.

× I sleep with so many stuffed animals, I can hardly fit on my bed. (Used to. XD)
× If it weren't for having to see other people naked, I'd live in a nudist colony. (LMFAO)
× I have terrible teeth.

✓ I hate my toes. (oh god yes XD;)
✓ I did this meme even though I wasn't tagged by the person who took it before me. (>u>)
× I have more friends on the internet than in real life. (hmm o_o I never thought about that. I have a lot online, but I guess I have more in real life. xD)

✓ I have lived in either three different states or countries.
× I am extremely flexible.
× I love hugs more than kisses. (i love both ;0; <3)

× I want to own my own business.
× I smoke. (EW D:<)
✓ I spend way too much time on the computer than on anything else. (:)

× Nobody has ever said I'm normal. (wtf "HI SAM YOU ARE NORMAL")
✓ Sad movies, games, and the like can cause a trickle of tears every now and then. (lmao DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA HOW MANY TIMES I'VE CRIED DURING KH2? AND I HAVEN'T EVEN BEAT IT YET XD)
× I am proficient in the use of many types of firearms and combat weapons. (whips LOL)

✓ I like the way women look in stylized men's suits. (I think it's neat-o :O)
✓ I don't like it when people are unpleased or seem unpleased with me. (:()
✓ I have been described as a dreamer or likely to have my head up in the clouds. (:D)

× I have played strip poker with someone else before. (lmao)
✓ I have had emotional problems for which I have sought professional help.
✓ I believe in ghosts and the paranormal. (>__>)

× I can't stand being alone.
✓ I have at least one obsession at any given time. (LMFAO OMG DON'T GET ME STARTED.)
× I weigh myself, pee/poo, and then weigh myself again. (WTF LMAO)

× I consistently spend way too much money on obsessions-of-the-moment. (o_o)
× I'm a judgmental asshole.
× I'm a HUGE drama-queen.

× I have travelled on more than one continent.
✓ I sometimes wish my father would just disappear. (Sometimes. Most of the time we're on good terms though.)
✓ I need people to tell me I'm good at something in order to feel that I am. (>__> i have problems)

× I am a Libertarian.
✓ I can speak more than one language.
✓ I can fall asleep even if the whole room is as noisy as it can be. (xD)

× I would rather read than watch TV. (sometimes)
× I like reading fact more than fiction. (lmao hell no)
✓ I have pulled an all-nighter on an assignment I was given a month to do. (:D)

× I have no piercings.
× I have spent the night in a train station or other public place. (gross)
× I have been so upset over my physical gender that I cried. (o__o)

× I once spent Christmas completely alone because there was a miscommunication on which parent was supposed to have me that night.
✓ There have been times when I have wondered "Why was I born?" and may/may not have cried over it. (:)
× I like most animals better than most people.

✓ I own a collection of retro games consoles. (|D emoooo)
× The thought of physical exercise makes me shiver. (LOL)
× I have hit someone with a dead fish. (LMFAO OMG XDDDDD)

× I am compulsively honest.
× I was born with a congenital birth defect that has never been repaired. (jfsagjgsa LMAO WHAT?! XDDDD)
× I have danced topless in front of dozens of complete strangers. (... :l Those of you have: Get a fucking clue.)

× I have gone from wishing I was a girl to revelling in being a boy to feeling like a girl again in the span of five minutes, and not cared a whit for my actual sex.
× I am unashamedly bisexual, and have different motivations for my desires for different genders.
× I sometimes won't sleep a whole night or eat a whole day because I forget to. (o_o)

× I find it impossible to get to sleep without some kind of music on.
× I dislike milk.
✓ I obsessively wash my hands. (XDD;;; more than 20 times a day probably)

✓ I always carry something significant around with me.
× Sometimes I'd rather wear a wig in day-to-day life than use my own hair.
× I've pushed myself to become more self-aware and thereby more aware of others.

× Even though I live on my own I still cry sometimes because I miss my mother.
× I hand wrote all the HTML tags in this document.
✓ I've liked something which a majority of people claimed was either bad or weird. (xDDDD For example, I have this obsession with abusive relationships. Like, not in real life, but in fandoms. >__> *cough*)

× I have been clinically dead for a brief period of time. (omg that would be so scary ;__;)
× Instead of feeling sympathy/empathy with people and their problems, I simply become annoyed.
× I participate/have participated in auto drag races and won.

× I do not 'get' most comedy acts.
× I don't think strippers are money-greedy or slutty for dancing. (WTF OF COURSE THEY ARE >8l)
× I don't like to chew gum. (Chewing gum is like a drug to me. XD)

✓ I am obsessed with history/historical things and can't wait for someone to build a time machine so I can be the first to use it. (That would be so cool. I'm really obsessed with like the 30's - 60's)
× I can never remember for the life of me where I parked the car.
✓ I had the TEEN ANGST thing going for at least 2-3 years. (On and off.)

✓ I wish people would be more empathic and honest with each other. (:)
× I play Dungeons and Dragons weekly. (o_o)
✓ I love to sing.

× I want to live in my mother's basement when I grow up. (LMFAO OMG XD)
× I have a custom-built computer. (I wish. xD)
× I want to create a certain someone's babies, even though there's a 0% possiblity of ever achieving it. (LOL IF I WANTED TO HAVE KIDS XDDD)

× I would be in a relationship with one of my pets if they were human. (O_O;; wow.)
× I've gone skinny-dipping.
✓ I've performed in three plays.

× I enjoy burritos.
× I'm Irish and loving it.
× I have a thing for redheads. (Here's the funny thing. I don't like natural red hair. I like dyed red hair. XD; Like, the unnatural VIBRANT red. xD Axel's hair, for example. lmao.)

× I am a twin! (that would be so rad XD)
× Most of the times, I'd rather do something intellectual instead of doing something generically 'fun'.
× Once I set out to finish something, I always stay at it until it is completed before I move on to something else.

✓ I wish there were a way to erase past mistakes.
× I sleep more than 12 hours a day. (sometimes)
× I wish I could be prouder of what I've accomplished, but it's never enough.

× I need more time to myself.
× I wish I was more open-minded.
× I hope that I go really prematurely grey. (WHAT THE FUCK?! HELL NO WHO WOULD WANT TO?!)

✓ I download songs from the internet. (dur)
✓ I've just reenacted chapter 58 of Death Note with my best friend. (LMFAO OMG XDD I MIGHT AS WELL HAVE LMAO ME AND KALEE HAD A LxRAITO SCENE XDDDD from cos!con)
✓ I say random things to freak people out. (:D)

✓ I'm still a little mad about the ending of Death Note. (I will ALWAYS BE. XDDD)
✓ I love playing Truth or Dare.
× I love listening to slow music, but I hate singing to it. (I like singing it D:)

× Music helps me remember that I am not alone.
× Playing my favorite sport makes me temporarily forget my problems.
✓ I think this survey is particularly long. (Yes.)

× I prefer my LJ friends to my real-life ones.
× I can only hate someone that I love.
✓ I've ordered an extra two shots of espresso to an Americano at Starbucks. (LOL)}

um :D

Sun, 16 Jul 2006 20:37:52 GMT

^{Okay so, there's a lot of stuff to write about right now. xD

Annoying. :l

Okay, so I've been working on some art and stuff. >__> I've mostly been sketching. xD I've been too lazy to ink, color, or even just CLEAN UP the sketches. :l Wow. I lose at life. D:<

I've done a lot of AkuRoku art lately. XD;;; I' obsessssssssed. :l Woot. I've been trying to do some original art or something, but I only did like 2 original pieces out of the like, 100 drawings I did. :l And 70 of those are AkuRoku. Lol. The others are like Sukisho and Host Club and stuff. D:

Sukisho is lovely by the way. :D I haven't finished yet, cause I've been too lazy. And when I actually do get on YouTubbe to watch it, I just end up watcing Kingdom Hearts parodies. XDDDD

Stupid stupid me. :1

LolznowIlike2Soras. :D Sora 1 = Kingdom Hearts / Sora 2 = Sukisho.

LOL.

MSN messenger has been being a #$&%^ lately. D:< I'm getting so MAD because it's like, no matter how many times I "repair" it, it does this thing where it doesn't send like HALF of the messages. :l It's like, I dunno. But yes. I probably won't be on MSN as much. D: Which is a shame cause MSN is my favorite messenger. :c

Kachie said that I have to get Ragnarok Online. B: I've been avoiding it, because it seems like everyone's ADDICTED to it. Like dA. xD I'm addicted to dA. I don't want to get addicted to some stupid online game. D: But here it is, downloading, 28%. :l I lose.

You wanna know the most AWESOME song EVER? "Gunther- Ding Dong Song". OMGGG It's absolutely the BEST. Chanel showed me it. xD ♥ And what doesn't help is that she showed me this video with the song on it.

Riku was singing the song. "OOH YOU TOUCH MY TRA LA LA~ MY DING DING DONG~" :l

So yeah. Now everytime I listen to this song, I picture Riku like POLE DANCING or something. xDDDDD I suggest you download it... it's... *sniff* BEAUTIFUL. ;D

Anyywaaayyyy. OMG Yesterday, I erased my brother's KH2 progress. D8 I feel SO BAD omgggg DDD: He got over it really fast though. "It's okay Sam, it doesn't matter *smiles*" Darn that little kid. I swear if he were cuter LOOKING, I'd love him. xDD LOL

You wanna know something scary? I LOVE the song "Coming Clean" by Hilary Duff. XDD;;; I don't really like Hilary Duff [although it's not like I have something AGAINST her >__>;;] but I love that song. It's pretty. :l HAR. And I know it's kind of an old song, but still. xD;

Later, me and my dad are going to see Little Man at the theatres. LOL. I can't wait omg. XDDD That movie looks HILARIOUS.

I still wanna see Tokyo Drift though~ ;0;

I wanna subscribe to FRUiTS magazine. Or maybe even STREET or T U N E. D: But it cost so much cause it's a freakin' import. $150 for a year of magazines. [12 mags DUR] That is WAY out of my budget. XD; Maybe I could get it for my b-day or something. :OO Even though I've still got like *counts on fingers* 4 months. xD

Everytime I hear "Hips Don't Lie" on the radio, I think of Axel now. And the part where the spanish guy in the background says "SI", I think of Demyx. Thanks a lot, Yukio. xD

bonita, picasa, shakira shakira~!!

o__o Pretend that didn't happen.

I need some pocky. I haven't had any in like a WEEK. GOD DDDD: Apparently, Olivia got me a whole bunch of Japanese candy from California. :O OMGGGG ♥♥♥

Um. I think that's it for now. :l I might review Little Man later. xDDD Cause I'm that lame. cB

★ M A D C A P}

I sort of uhhh

Sun, 16 Jul 2006 02:33:03 GMT

^{FORGOT I HAD AN LJ LOL D:<

I was sick today.

LOL I WAS PUKIN' AND STUFF D: *cries*

And I couldn't go to the hot air jubilee with Chelsea. :( I felt so bad. I still do. She seemed so sad... sometimes I think that she thinks I'm avoiding her. :\ I would never do that though, in fact, it's like ALL I WANNA DO IS HANG OUT WITH HER. She's so awesomeeee and she's my best friend. :( I really love her. [LIKE A FRIEND DUURRR]

ANYWAY TIME TO STOP BEING EMO

I decided that it was time to switch back to +sponsored! status. xD; Cause uhhh I neeeeeeeed my 15 display pictures. XD;; I totally can't live without them, man.

Just... no. D:

AFgdsa STUPID AKUROKU CLUB ON DA. It had a backup so I have like 200 deviations or something from them. :l Oh well. 'Least I got pretty AkuRoku to look at D:

AkuRoku is my otp. Lmfao. ♥

Okay well I was just updating just because. :1

I can't beleive there's only like 4 weeks left of summer. :( It makes me sad. SCHOOLSUCKSASSHXC

★ M A D C A P}

BAKING 8D

Sun, 09 Jul 2006 03:32:39 GMT

^{Yeah, I'm back from Colorado. |D But I don't feel like typing about it, cause it's too much to type. Lolz. I had fun though. XD And the computer that I'm on [the one in the living room] blocks dA for pr0nz, so whatever.

Why am I using the comp in the living room, may you ask? BECAUSE I AM BAKING.

Yes, Madcap is baking.

I am so awesome. |D

So, I just got done making icecream [homemade omggg *drool*], and when I was going through my recipes, I found my recipe for Sea Salt Icecream! XDD So I'm gonna make it when I finish eating my other vanilla icecream I made.

So, Kippixin [Alexandria, Kip] gave me this totally rad recipe for this CAKE. Cho- OMG FMA'S ON. ...

...

Anyway. XD So, yeah me and Kip are going to stay up all night BAKING. XD I slept for like 2 days straight coming back from colorado, so I'm rested up. XD;

Yes. *woooooooooooosh*}

Tue, 27 Jun 2006 22:13:12 GMT

^{OKAY SO

Today, it was like TOTALLY LOL. :l

... no. :l

Anyway. 8DDD;;

So, I went to do a little shopping for COLORADO. 8DD omg I'm SO EXCITED. I can't wait, man. This is the first time I've ever been there, so it's ESPECIALLY exciting.

But anyway. xD So, I got some new mangas!!!!1111one1kwpqpfwkagkvdjsakewgnv SKJFKALJSKGS 8DDDDD

I AM REALLY HAPPY BECAUSE GUESS WHAT MANGAS THEY ARE LOL

LOVELESS #2 AND HOST CLUB #1,2,4

8DDDD OMG I'M GONNA READ THEM ON THE WAY AND YEAH. I can't wait. xD;; The SUSPENSE IS LIKE, killing me. D:< I was looking for Death Note #2, maybe #3 but NEITHER WERE THERE, GOSH. D:< Only #1 and #6. :l Stupid, stupid. But I'm gonna see if my mom will take me to the Jackson Crossing [the other mall] to see if they are there. Yeah. And they didn't have Host Club #3! It was DUMB LOL D:< stupid dfsalkfjsklgja

I need to make a manga wishlist. LOL. 8l

I also need Naruto #1 and #2. XDD;;; I HAVE NUMBER THREE AND THAT'S IT. LOLOLOL D:< I fail at life. :C

SO ANYWAYYYY Today, I had a to-do list to do. XD;;; I GOT LIKE WHAT, 2 THINGS DONE? xD; Yeah, man. I meant to work on my Axel plush, but I had so much other stuff to do. >__<;; I'm gonna try and work on it at 6:00 when I go to my mom's. >__>;;

Lawlz. I'm on my old computer [my dad's, the one before my laptop] and listening to all this old music I had, and... it brings back memories. XD;; It's kind of making me sad. ): It reminds me of like, old friends and stuff. ... meh. xD;;; I'm being dumb. LOL

It's raining. It's like, really relaxing. :] Hee~

I'm supposed to be watching Halisa's dA account while she's on vacation, but I have to go to Colorado for a week, so I... yeah. I don't know if I'm gonna have internet or not. ): I'm bringing my laptop, though, duh. xD If I can get wireless on there, I'll be like SRSLY HAPPI LOLZ

... o rly?

YA RLY. So, I'm gonna try and put some art on dA before I leave... :l Prolly won't be accomplished. xD;;

And I also wanna get my Axel plush done before I leave~ May not happen. Not sure. I think I'm gonna wake up early tomorrow to work on it. x__x;; I wanna post him lol but I also wanna show everyone his other outfits I'm gonna make! XD Like, I'm gonna make him undies, and shirts, and pants and accesories and stuff so yeah. :l I really wanna make Roxas, but that'll probably have to wait. XD;;

When I make Nekozawa, he's not gonna be all customizable and stuff; he's gonna be really small too. X3; Like a little mini.. thing. 8l

OH, and I'm going to request both on here, AND on dA for a couple mp3s and some shows to watch on the way, cause I won't be able to get on youtube. [no internet] SO YEAH. GOSH.

Neffy-kun said she might be able to give me her Loveless episodes, but we can't find anything to host them on. >___<;;;

I'm gonna see if the Death Note movie is at the movie store [at least with subtitles, because I KNOW there's not an American release yet T__T;;;] and yeah cause I REALLY wanna watch it. Fksdjalfsjgdljk D:< I'd even watch it in Japaneseeee XDDD; That's how PATHETIC I am.

And I have a softball game tomorrow and Thursday. Major suckage.

I had a lot more to say, but it appears as though I have forgotten. :l

I think that's enough journaling for today. XD;; Ciao~}

Mon, 26 Jun 2006 20:16:22 GMT

^{:D

LIKE, HIE~

... :l

I haven't been on LJ. |D; I need to update, like seriously~ D:

I have a HUGE to-do list. x__x I need to get those icons for people on dA [only 3 left to do] and get my Axel plush done. BFLAHFGA D:< I have like, 5 days before we leave for Colorado. :l I really need to finish Axel. And maybe START Nekozawa. D:<

Yes.

OMG Keygan's single again~~~ ♥ ♥ ♥ I want him to come over. xD Because we've always liked eachother [we went out once] but he had a gf so yeahhhh. :D

dggdasifdsf I have a softball game later tonight. D:< I only have 3 left though! 8DD;; After this game, only 2. I just need to hang in thereeeee. Dad says that I don't have to do sports next year! 8D As long as I teach myself Japanese and learn to play guitar better. e__e;;

and and and and and yeah. 8DD I'm drawing Death Note fanart. I totally am obsessed with DN right now. xD;; Especially L. *0*~ Sexxxxxxyyyy XDD I heart him. But him and Raito [Light] totally belong together, yes? WOOOOyeah. 8D

I'm going to keep a little Log on my computer whenever I go to Colorado [cause I prolly won't have internet T__T;;;] and then, I'll post it on my LJ. :D It's gonna be for like 8 or 9 days I think. Meh. I dunno~

Ugh, my feet are like ALL TORN UP from camping with Chelsea... >__<;;; They hurt. And I have like, A MILLION AND TWO mosquito bites. :l

Meh. I need to get offline and work on my Axel plush. XD;;; Ciao~}

I've seen more spine in jellyfish; more guts in 11-year-old kids.

Mon, 19 Jun 2006 20:20:17 GMT

^{Depressed.

Really badly.

I did something today that I haven't done in years.

Whatever. I fucking hate it all right now. Worst summer fucking EVER.

Let's listen to the silence.}

BEANS.

Sun, 18 Jun 2006 18:53:38 GMT

^{ONEBEANS TWOBEANS REDBEANS BLUEBEANS
ONEBEANS TWOBEANS REDBEANS BLUEBEANS
ONEBEANS TWOBEANS REDBEANS BLUEBEANS
ONEBEANS TWOBEANS REDBEANS BLUEBEANS
ONEBEANS TWOBEANS REDBEANS BLUEBEANS
ONEBEANS TWOBEANS REDBEANS BLUEBEANS
ONEBEANS TWOBEANS REDBEANS BLUEBEANS
ONEBEANS TWOBEANS REDBEANS BLUEBEANS

GENIOUS. PURE GENIOUS.}

omggggg Q___Q

Sun, 18 Jun 2006 15:06:03 GMT

^{I JUST BLEW MY SPEAKERS. D:< MY FAVORITE ONES, TOO.

IT WAS ONLY AT 90%, GOD.

I don't want to spend my manga money on new speakers. TT____TT;;;}

I'm here. xD

Mon, 12 Jun 2006 17:07:22 GMT

^{UGH I'm so sorry for not updating. xD;;; Been kinda busy. :l I was thinking about updating yesterday, but I WAS TOO BUSY WATCHING *BABUMM* OURAN HIGH SCHOOL HOST CLUB JAKJGAGJFKSHUEQIJKANCM OMFG I'M SO OBSESSED. *3*~~~~

Dudeeee seriously. You have noooooo idea. :] ♥

*jumps on table and sings* KISS KISS FALL IN LOVE

...

:l

EXPECT ICONS LOLLLLLL 8D~~~!!!

Mmyes. Holy God. I love the Hitachiin twins. THEY ARE [holy god] LOVERS LOLOLOLOLOL. 8D8D8D~

*spaz attack*

omfg MEZ. I JUST REMEMBERED. I CAN'T TALK TO YOU TONIGHT CAUSE I HAVE EVIL SOFTBALL GAME. T__T SOWWY. And if you don't read this on here, I'll just tell you on dA or MSN. Teehee. c:

So anywayyyy. *munches on poptart* Just... updating. :l I seriously need to get a journal layout. Lmao. 8B}

Damn you, Mez. :l

Sun, 04 Jun 2006 15:35:39 GMT

List ten anime / video game characters you find attractive and then pass this task on to five people. [I'm not passing this on, just do it if you want.] Oh, shit. I'm going to do manga too. |DD;;

:D

This is going to be hard. :l I have too many freaky obsessions. xD;;;

IN NO ORDER:

1. Kingdom Hearts 2: Axel- xD;; After I first saw him, I immediately fell in love with him. Everything about him is just so ru3e2qojfsalgsa~ 8DDD His voice, his attitude, personality, LOOKS, xD You get the point. [I also immediately fell in love with AkuRoku T__T]

2. Fullmetal Alchemist: Edward Elric- OH MAN. I hate to say it, but Ed totally is a fangirl-magnet. xD I immediately loved Ed too. It's kinda dumb, because like... all the Ed fangirls are like "OMG TEH SHROT GIYS R SEXYYudydfsua Ed IS STUD WITH METAL ARMG!!11one" Yeahno. :l I just love Ed. xD Not much to explain, really.

3. Loveless: Aoyagi Ritsuka- I've only started reading and watching [I've watched like... half the anime, and read a little of the manga] Loveless a couple months ago, but I definitely love it. It's one of the cutest yaois ever. :] It took a little while for my Ritsuka fangirlism to grow, but I totally love 'im. I just have a thing for cute boys. Even though he's only 12, he's stil a sexy beast. :l

4. Final Fantasy VII- Cloud Strife- Okay. Like Mez said. DO I EVEN HAVE TO EXPLAIN? IT'S CLOUD FOR GOD'S SAKE. ♥ ♥ ♥

5. Bleach: Ichigo- I've been watching Bleach for a while. I have to say. ICHIGO IS FUCKING HOT. sfasjfd I love him. I guess what got me was his facial expressions. xDDD Don't ask.

6. Final Fantasy VII: Reno- Aiaiaiai 8DDD~ Is there anything to explain on this one?

7. Naruto: Hatake Kakashi- Okay. *shotshotshotshotshot* I'M SORRY BUT I TOTALLY LOVE KAKASHI. XDD I have a thing for guys with spiky hair. :l If you haven't noticed. And Kakashi's personality is great. I love how he's a total pervert. XDD

8. Death Note: L- When I first started reading Death Note, I liked Raito. But after about the first maybe 3 issues of the manga, I decided that I loved L. xD He wears no socks, come on man. I honestly have no idea why I love L so much. xD

9. Kingdom Hearts 2: Roxas- I got into KH2 before I even played it, because I adored the characters. Well, at first Roxas wasn't one of the characters that I liked. I don't know why, but I didn't like him. I didn't hate him, but yeah. Then, after I got into Axel, and I listened to video clips and stuff and saw the relationship between him and Roxas, I was just like "OMFGROXASYAY". I really have no clue. xD I love Roxas though, yes. ;3;

10. Fruits Basket: Kyo Sohma- Kyo was the first anime guy I ever really had a thing for. xD YES, even before my little Zim obsession. >__>;; But yes. I've always thought he was totally awesome, but I have this KYO FANGIRL MODE that I go into every once in a while. xD But yesss. :1

Sun, 04 Jun 2006 01:04:36 GMT

^{Well, KC went home earlier. We had fun. :D

I am so addicted to Zeromancer at the moment. I LOVE THEM. LOVE THEM, DAMMIT.

I need a new layout. I want a Miyavi one. |D He's so so sexy. :l

No new icons.

And I'm too lazy to try and put up that damn mood thing. >8l Sorry.}

Thu, 01 Jun 2006 22:29:57 GMT

^{Ugh. I have such a crapload of homework today. But I'm too lazy. I might just call Justin and copy his answers. xD;;;

And K.C. is coming over tomorrow! And she's spending the night. This is the first time we've ever gotten together or anything, so I hope it goes well. She's sort of... screwed up. I want to help her. Have her hang out with some normal people. She's really in a hole right now. She does drugs and that whole deal. Doesn't have a good home life. :(

gvhdjealghweakvnkwsa I WAS GOING TO PUT ON MY SORA MOOD THEME, BUT IT WON'T LET ME BECAUSE IT'S INVALID. >:00000000 INVALID MY ASS.

I'll try again later or something.}

Psh. Exams are for squares. |D circlelawlerblades

Thu, 01 Jun 2006 00:49:30 GMT

^{I'm doing homework. Exams are in a WEEK. GASP. D:< Stupid. I have to study. I'm going to be like... ugh. LAZY MUCH, YES. xD But yeah. I really need to do this history crap. But Chelsea said that it's due on Friday, NOT THURSDAY. >:CCCCC Mr. Tylutki is stupid. HE SAID IT WAS DUE TOMORROW. I swear, he's like... against me. :l Retard. He's also a pedophile. I can't beleive that Mrs. Cooper didn't come back. >__<;;

Blah. I made some icons yesterday. :D Some ones for LJ, but they're on my laptop, and I'm on my dad's computer. D:

Oh, that reminds me. I still have to make ones for me and Mez on dA. xD;;; I'M SO LAZY OMG. DDDDD:<

We were supposed to have a softball game today, but it was canceled because of the SPRINKLERS OF DOOM. XDDDD HAHA. It made me happy. <3

I'm making a mood theme. :l SORA. 8DD I need to make a couple more and yeah. :D It should be up in my next entry. :]

I have a whole bunch of new art I need to scan in and color. :l I need to work on my manga too. xD;;

I'm writing SOME FANFICTION. Lollerblades.

Oh, and thanks to [Unknown LJ tag] for the pretty Cloud icon. ;_; <3

I need to prettify my LJ again. :l But I'm too lazy.}

jfsafjsajg I HAVE TO GO TO SCHOOL

Tue, 30 May 2006 10:35:49 GMT

FIRST ENTRY YAAAAAAAAAY. :D

Well, I have to go to school so I don't have time to make my LJ pretty. D: I JUST HOPE THAT NO ONE SEES IT WHILE IT'S STILL UGLY.

^{Note: I've been on LJ for a long time, I just got a new account. |D}

✓ I miss somebody right now. (like YEAH)	× I don't watch much TV these days.	✓ I own lots of books. (And Mangas O:)
× I wear glasses or contact lenses. (Well, I'm supposed to. xD;; I don't though.)	✓ I love to play video games. (ahhh~ <3<3)	× I've tried marijuana. (gross)
× I've watched porn movies. (Not REAL PEOPOLE porn, just yaoi. xDD)	× I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship. (LMAO OMG XDD)	✓ I believe honesty is usually the best policy. (: Even though I'm not always honest.)
✓ I curse sometimes. (OH, FUCK NO)	✓ I have changed a lot mentally over the last year. (It's quite disturbing, actually.)	× I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me. (I have something to say: If you do, GET SOME FUCKING HELP.)

✓ I have broken someone's bones. (I accidentally broke my cousin's nose. XD;;; I smashed his head into a swingset.)	✓ I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal. (>__>;;)	× I hate the rain. (I /love/ the rain. :D)
✓ I'm paranoid at times.	✓ I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free. (I'm completely confident and fine with my body, but a couple tweaks could be made. xD)	✓ I need/want money right now. (lmao)
✓ I love sushi. (<3<3)	× I talk really, really fast.	× I have fresh breath in the morning. (Who does? o__o)
× I have long hair.	× I have lost money in Las Vegas.	✓ I have at least one sibling. (Unfortunately.)
× I was born in a country outside of the U.S.	× I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past. (Never, actually. lmao XD)	× I couldn't survive without Caller I.D. (Caller I.D. is great, but I don't think I would die. :l)
✓ I like the way that I look. (:D Although I would change some things.)	× I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months. (I don't usually lie to good friends.)	× I am usually pessimistic.
✓ I have a lot of mood swings. (I have minor bipolar.)	× I think prostitution should be legalized. (LMFAO WTF I THOUGHT IT WAS?! xDDD lmao prostitution.)	× I slept with a roommate. (I've slept with one, but never had sex. xD I think that's what this question means. O:)
× I have a hidden talent.	✓ I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have. (.... \|D)	✓ I have a lot of friends.
✓ I have pecked someone of the same sex. (Pecked, as in, kissed? Well, yah, but friendly kisses LOL)	✓ I enjoy talking on the phone. (HEEEEEE)	✓ I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants. (Whenever I'm not out XD hellyeah.)
✓ I love to shop and/or window shop. (<3<3<3)	✓ I'm obsessed with my Xanga or Livejournal. (:D)	× I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
✓ I have a mobile phone. (:D)	× I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months. (Not passed out... :l)	✓ I've rejected someone before. (:D <3)
✓ I currently like/love someone. (:D)	✓ I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life. (I'll be on dA for the rest of my life with my cool online emo friends.)	× I want to have children in the future. (HELLNO.)
✓ I have changed a diaper before. (O:)	× I've called the cops on a friend before.	× I'm not allergic to anything. (BEE STINGS D:)
✓ I have a lot to learn. (:)	× I am shy around the opposite sex.	× I'm online 24/7, even as an away message.
✓ I have at least 5 away messages saved. (lmao)	✓ I have tried alcohol or drugs before. (Alcohol. NEVER DRUGS. Ever.)	✓ I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past. (>__>)
✓ I own the "South Park" movie. (lmfao omg YES XDD <3<3<3)	✓ I have avoided assignments at work/school to be on Xanga or Livejournal. (:D)	× I enjoy some country music. (D:)
✓ I would die for my best friends. (A couple of them, yes.)	✓ I'm obsessive, and often a perfectionist. (e__e;)	× I have used my sexuality to advance my career. (LMAO)
✓ I think Halloween is awesome because you get free candy. (8DDD I LOVE HALLOWEEN)	✓ I have dated a close friend's ex. (With their permission, of course. :D)	✓ I am happy at this moment.
✓ I'm obsessed with guys. (lmfao)	× Democrat.	× Republican.
× I don't even know what I am. (0_o wtf YOU'RE HUMAN STUPID)	✓ I am punk rockish. (sort of..?)	✓ I go for older guys/girls, not younger. (DUR D:)
✓ I study for tests most of the time.	× I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.	× I can work on a car.
✓ I love my job(s). (if you count taking commisions as a job XD)	✓ I am comfortable with who I am right now. (lawlz)	× I have more than just my ears pierced. (i wish D:)
✓ I walk barefoot wherever I can. (8DDD)	× I have jumped off a bridge. (And lived to tell the tale. :D j/k)	× I love sea turtles. (that is the stupidest thing I've ever heard. XD)
✓ I spend ridiculous amounts of money on makeup. (.. xDD;;;)	× I plan on achieving a major goal/dream.	✓ I am proficient on a musical instrument. (O:)
× I hate office jobs.	× I went to college out of state.	× I am adopted.
✓ I am a pyro. (o_o;)	× I have thrown up from crying too much.	✓ I have been intentionally hurt by people that I loved.
✓ I fall for the worst people. (sometimes D:)	✓ I adore bright colours.	× I usually like covers better than originals. (sometimes)
× I hate chain theme restaurants like Applebees and TGIFridays.	✓ I can pick up things with my toes. (sometimes..? XDDD)	× I can't whistle.
× I have ridden/owned a horse. (HORSES SCARE ME DDDD8)	✓ I still have every journal I've ever written in.	✓ I talk in my sleep. (LOL XDD)
× I've often thought that I was born in the wrong century. (0_o wtf)	✓ I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions. (^^;)	✓ I wear a toe ring. (sometimes)
× I have a tattoo.	× I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with. (/go to school with XD)	✓ I am a caffeine junkie. (LOL)
× I am completely tree-huggy spiritual, and I'm not ashamed at all. (snort)	× If I knew I would get away with it, I would commit at least one murder. (Despite what anyone may think, no.)	× I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better.
× I enjoy a nice glass of wine with dinner.	✓ I'm an artist. (:D :D :D)	× I am ambidextrous.
× I sleep with so many stuffed animals, I can hardly fit on my bed. (Used to. XD)	× If it weren't for having to see other people naked, I'd live in a nudist colony. (LMFAO)	× I have terrible teeth.
✓ I hate my toes. (oh god yes XD;)	✓ I did this meme even though I wasn't tagged by the person who took it before me. (>u>)	× I have more friends on the internet than in real life. (hmm o_o I never thought about that. I have a lot online, but I guess I have more in real life. xD)
✓ I have lived in either three different states or countries.	× I am extremely flexible.	× I love hugs more than kisses. (i love both ;0; <3)
× I want to own my own business.	× I smoke. (EW D:<)	✓ I spend way too much time on the computer than on anything else. (:)
× Nobody has ever said I'm normal. (wtf "HI SAM YOU ARE NORMAL")	✓ Sad movies, games, and the like can cause a trickle of tears every now and then. (lmao DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA HOW MANY TIMES I'VE CRIED DURING KH2? AND I HAVEN'T EVEN BEAT IT YET XD)	× I am proficient in the use of many types of firearms and combat weapons. (whips LOL)
✓ I like the way women look in stylized men's suits. (I think it's neat-o :O)	✓ I don't like it when people are unpleased or seem unpleased with me. (:()	✓ I have been described as a dreamer or likely to have my head up in the clouds. (:D)
× I have played strip poker with someone else before. (lmao)	✓ I have had emotional problems for which I have sought professional help.	✓ I believe in ghosts and the paranormal. (>__>)
× I can't stand being alone.	✓ I have at least one obsession at any given time. (LMFAO OMG DON'T GET ME STARTED.)	× I weigh myself, pee/poo, and then weigh myself again. (WTF LMAO)
× I consistently spend way too much money on obsessions-of-the-moment. (o_o)	× I'm a judgmental asshole.	× I'm a HUGE drama-queen.
× I have travelled on more than one continent.	✓ I sometimes wish my father would just disappear. (Sometimes. Most of the time we're on good terms though.)	✓ I need people to tell me I'm good at something in order to feel that I am. (>__> i have problems)
× I am a Libertarian.	✓ I can speak more than one language.	✓ I can fall asleep even if the whole room is as noisy as it can be. (xD)
× I would rather read than watch TV. (sometimes)	× I like reading fact more than fiction. (lmao hell no)	✓ I have pulled an all-nighter on an assignment I was given a month to do. (:D)
× I have no piercings.	× I have spent the night in a train station or other public place. (gross)	× I have been so upset over my physical gender that I cried. (o__o)
× I once spent Christmas completely alone because there was a miscommunication on which parent was supposed to have me that night.	✓ There have been times when I have wondered "Why was I born?" and may/may not have cried over it. (:)	× I like most animals better than most people.
✓ I own a collection of retro games consoles. (\|D emoooo)	× The thought of physical exercise makes me shiver. (LOL)	× I have hit someone with a dead fish. (LMFAO OMG XDDDDD)
× I am compulsively honest.	× I was born with a congenital birth defect that has never been repaired. (jfsagjgsa LMAO WHAT?! XDDDD)	× I have danced topless in front of dozens of complete strangers. (... :l Those of you have: Get a fucking clue.)
× I have gone from wishing I was a girl to revelling in being a boy to feeling like a girl again in the span of five minutes, and not cared a whit for my actual sex.	× I am unashamedly bisexual, and have different motivations for my desires for different genders.	× I sometimes won't sleep a whole night or eat a whole day because I forget to. (o_o)
× I find it impossible to get to sleep without some kind of music on.	× I dislike milk.	✓ I obsessively wash my hands. (XDD;;; more than 20 times a day probably)
✓ I always carry something significant around with me.	× Sometimes I'd rather wear a wig in day-to-day life than use my own hair.	× I've pushed myself to become more self-aware and thereby more aware of others.
× Even though I live on my own I still cry sometimes because I miss my mother.	× I hand wrote all the HTML tags in this document.	✓ I've liked something which a majority of people claimed was either bad or weird. (xDDDD For example, I have this obsession with abusive relationships. Like, not in real life, but in fandoms. >__> cough)
× I have been clinically dead for a brief period of time. (omg that would be so scary ;__;)	× Instead of feeling sympathy/empathy with people and their problems, I simply become annoyed.	× I participate/have participated in auto drag races and won.
× I do not 'get' most comedy acts.	× I don't think strippers are money-greedy or slutty for dancing. (WTF OF COURSE THEY ARE >8l)	× I don't like to chew gum. (Chewing gum is like a drug to me. XD)
✓ I am obsessed with history/historical things and can't wait for someone to build a time machine so I can be the first to use it. (That would be so cool. I'm really obsessed with like the 30's - 60's)	× I can never remember for the life of me where I parked the car.	✓ I had the TEEN ANGST thing going for at least 2-3 years. (On and off.)
✓ I wish people would be more empathic and honest with each other. (:)	× I play Dungeons and Dragons weekly. (o_o)	✓ I love to sing.
× I want to live in my mother's basement when I grow up. (LMFAO OMG XD)	× I have a custom-built computer. (I wish. xD)	× I want to create a certain someone's babies, even though there's a 0% possiblity of ever achieving it. (LOL IF I WANTED TO HAVE KIDS XDDD)
× I would be in a relationship with one of my pets if they were human. (O_O;; wow.)	× I've gone skinny-dipping.	✓ I've performed in three plays.
× I enjoy burritos.	× I'm Irish and loving it.	× I have a thing for redheads. (Here's the funny thing. I don't like natural red hair. I like dyed red hair. XD; Like, the unnatural VIBRANT red. xD Axel's hair, for example. lmao.)
× I am a twin! (that would be so rad XD)	× Most of the times, I'd rather do something intellectual instead of doing something generically 'fun'.	× Once I set out to finish something, I always stay at it until it is completed before I move on to something else.
✓ I wish there were a way to erase past mistakes.	× I sleep more than 12 hours a day. (sometimes)	× I wish I could be prouder of what I've accomplished, but it's never enough.
× I need more time to myself.	× I wish I was more open-minded.	× I hope that I go really prematurely grey. (WHAT THE FUCK?! HELL NO WHO WOULD WANT TO?!)
✓ I download songs from the internet. (dur)	✓ I've just reenacted chapter 58 of Death Note with my best friend. (LMFAO OMG XDD I MIGHT AS WELL HAVE LMAO ME AND KALEE HAD A LxRAITO SCENE XDDDD from cos!con)	✓ I say random things to freak people out. (:D)
✓ I'm still a little mad about the ending of Death Note. (I will ALWAYS BE. XDDD)	✓ I love playing Truth or Dare.	× I love listening to slow music, but I hate singing to it. (I like singing it D:)
× Music helps me remember that I am not alone.	× Playing my favorite sport makes me temporarily forget my problems.	✓ I think this survey is particularly long. (Yes.)
× I prefer my LJ friends to my real-life ones.	× I can only hate someone that I love.	✓ I've ordered an extra two shots of espresso to an Americano at Starbucks. (LOL)